We may not wrestle with God has Jacob did, but we have all tossed and turned in our sleep to the point of great fatigue. This is important to note because as Jacob wrestled with a man (God), we, too, wrestle. We need to identify not just what we are wrestling with during our sleepless times, but, more importantly, WHY we're wrestling in the first place.
The sitter for my children has a brother who is psychoanalyst. I heard today that he is totally booked. He may not be available, but your time with your analysis with God is vital. What is the root of your struggle? We will go further this week when you name what this is.